I don't know how to start this blog o_o
I haven't posted in months...
but now I have something to vent;

This guy I started to like and have been uhhh
texting since the beginning of last month...
I found out he had a girlfriend and they just
broke up two weeks ago - what do i do?

He asked me for advice... and I don't really know
what to say to him =\ I'm scared that he's just
gonna end up rejecting me later ( i mean, i've
always been scared of that, but now more than before )

My life has changed so much in these last few months -
I'm going to the mainland in 3 days - can't wait.
Gonna visit UBC & BCIT in Vancouver,
University of Portland, CU Boulder, WASU and Gonzaga ;
Can't wait ~~ :)

Hopefully I get to meet you guys? :)

It's been almost 5 months since I've last posted on my blog; I miss venting on here... I think it would really help with my stress right now, truthfully...

Grades this Quarter;
AP Chemistry; 76.1% - C (as of October 1)
AP Chemistry Lab; 80.6% - B (as of September 19)
English 11; 88.2% - B (as of September 29)
Japanese 3; 101.7% - A (as of September 27)
Trigonometry; 88.1% - B (as of September 17)
AP Psychology; 88.7% - B (as of October 1)
GPA total; 3.5 out of 4.5 - CRAP
Did make-up work in English and Trig; hopefully A's in both = GPA; 3.83

I really wanna go to UBC; weird that I wanna leave the U.S. just to get an education...but true; second choice school is University of Colorado @ Boulder;

Major Choices;
Electrical Engineer
International Business
Architecture

More Later(:

Paige's house with Brandon McClenning;
Working on a project.
But not really haha.
Paige is being weird.

Talked about korean food; would love that(:
We're basically screwed right now. LOL.

Save more for later.(:

Reason for the title: Paige OKAMOTO D:< lols xD
we're sitting next to each other in the tech lab in H-building at my school; its so freaking cold.
Anyways, my teacher seems to think that i'm studying stuff on the legalization of weed, for my controversial issue paper/project thing that's due at the end of this quarter i think?

anyways, tomorrow's the sophomore pa'ina, a fundraiser that i had to do for my class of 2012. Yeah, i'm in Student Council. Don't like itt? get out of my blog. haha xD jk.

nah; so trent (shane's brother) gave me a piplup today<3 :D lols XD...idk why; he said its for helping him with his banner, but uhhh...it kinda fcked up and got ripped up by the day after we put it up. sucks, huh?

anyways, jenay says that shane's a bad boyfriend & she doesn't like him anymore & andrew thinks that he's bad...for me. like, he doesn't think that shane's the right guy for me anymore & he did before? sht i dont even know anymore. i mean, they're my best friends, but i really like shane & i feel as if they don't really know him...& that its not his fault. then again, i might just be making excuses. who knows.

i'm gonna die in this next month. my schedule:
-April 16 (tomorrow): 7:00am APEH class, 2:30 - 5:00 planning for pa'ina, 5:00-6:00 set up for pa'ina, 6:30-9:30 ACTUAL pa'ina, then clean up til about 10. won't go home til about 1030.
-April 17: from about 11:00am - 10:00pm: Track Meet (Athletic Booster Club work)
-April 18: AP study session @ Jenay's house :)
-April 19: Controversial Issue Outline Due
-April 20-22: Student Council Class Elections
-April 22: APEH class 7am
-April 23: Furlough (thank god)
-April 24: APEH class 2pm
-April 26: Research paper (Draft) due; call Bellows AF for birthday party
-April 27: sister's bday
-April 29: APEH class 7am
-April 30: furlough (woohoo ;D )
-May 1: APEH class 2pm
-May 3: APEH 7am; final research paper due (controversial issue)
-May 4: APEH 7am
-May 5: APEH 7am; AVP exam (alg 2)
-May 6: APEH sleepover at kim hiyoto's house
-May 7: APEH exam 12:00pm - 4:00pm
-May 13: AP World Exam; APEH 7am
-May 16: C/o 2010 Graduation; Stan Sherif, 7:00pm
-May 20: APEH 7am
-May 21: APEH 7am ; exams, pd 2 & 4
-May 24: exams, pd 3 & 6
-May 25: exams, pd 1 & 5
-May 29: Japan tour (leave) (tentative)

add in my exam prep days, which aren't included here; and im fccn screwed :)
not to mention that i haven't even finished my photography project yet
or the fact that i'm probably gonna end up failing chemistry and algebra as well
then...i'm fcked.

So...just came home from the OIA Western Division track meet at the high school.
Watched Shane run...fun? :P lols XD hmmm...super tired & bored but can't sleep.
"FEELS LIKE INSOMNIA" -craig david / Wheesung. (; course i'm like that. love wheesung.

so...i thought i lost my ipod? haha i found it; stupid place that i put it too.
could've freaking been listening to it the entire time at the freaking track meet.
i feel bad that i didnt work as much as i should've. whatevers. we'll see.
Ms Tanaka was there this time; she's supposed to be checking in on when i work for my projcet that she judged for me...
and she didn't see me there, cause, hell, i was freaking watching the track meet.
my parents were there though, so i hope that they don't say anything to her.

anyways, my phone died right at the end; it's charging now. i dont think i'm even gonna turn it on tonight until i plan on going sleep lols xD that way noone can talk to me(:

AIM. DRAMA. MUSIC. SLEEP. Myplanfortonight~
kshooties.
time to get to it!

Okay, I'm bored;
Happy Easter Everyone
Watching High School Musical 3 :D lols xD

I think I have a lot of homework to do; but I haven't even started lols xD
using HSA as my excuse for like, every class(: haha xD
Gonna work on my project though for English (Leaving a Footprint)
Can't wait to get that done already;
I'm gonna have to dress in like, business attire on Tuesday jsut to present it
How lame, right? haha xD

Anyways, I'm gonna go work on that shttt now hahaa xD
I guess; if i must haha xD

Kayy shooties

Skype me: burstingbanana (gracehayashi808@hotmail.com)

wowwww second time i have a 7:22pm post (: haha xD

anyways....i'm watching high school musical right now ahah xD
number two is after this one(: lols XD

also...idk my grandma went home again, i htink. and like,
they're having freaking problems again
the-man-she-lives-with is in jail right now and stuff
so yeah...there's a problem with that & stuff
and now we don't know where my grandma is x___x
PRETTY SURE she's at home, but not certain lols :X
we're screwed.

so i got shane his birthday gift today(:
his bday is on Thursday(: lols XD

had a soccer game today. tied 0-0. how lame; we should've won.

k gonna go(: byeee<3(: